homepage This page contains the complete lyrics to all of the songs on STOP THE CAR's "BLACK NOT BLUE" album. Lyrics copyrighted by the author(s). All songs published by SLEEP CAT MUSIC (BMI).
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Originally recorded 1987-88. Never released.

CD remaster/reissue 1999

 

SHE DOESN'T KNOW (Utley)

Standing in the corner watching her dance

The music of her laughter, the flutter of her hands

She's such a dream

How I want her, but she doesn't know

She doesn't know

Look at her dancing with all those other guys

Look at her staring into someone else's eyes

They don't care for her

I love her, but she doesn't know

She doesn't know

She doesn't know

 

GAME (Utley/English)

Swiftly walking on a winter's night / I feel a passion so profound

Something's moving somewhere out of sight / Something so unlike the stillness all around

Her limbs grow heavy as we cast our spell / One question burns with hellish light

The ancient cat & mouse we play so well / If I should sleep the sleep of life tonight

 

Come, my little one, don't fear the cold / Their shadow darkens every stair

In its diamond heart lies wealth untold / Their crowded heartbeats echo through the air

Come & join us in our sad refrain / I'm drugged with beauty & with pain

Quench the thirst that burns inside our veins / The demon dance, the cold November rain

Come to me / And I will never know

Come to me / The deathly peace beneath the snow

 

See the fear that burns behind her eyes / I look to visages of white

Silly things are so afraid to die / They blind me with the wan winter moonlight

The wind will swallow up your dying screams / I rise to follow in their way

Then you'll see that nothing's as it seems / There's much to learn & many games to play

 

Come, my little one, don't fear the cold / Our shadow darkens every stair

In its diamond heart lies wealth untold / Our crowded heartbeats echo through the air

Come & join us in our sad refrain / Come join us in our sad refrain

Feel the thirst that burns inside your veins / Come join our dance & revel in the rain

Come to me / And we will never know

Come to me / The deathly peace beneath the snow

 

 

CHAMELEON (Utley)

If I told you that I need you so

Would you turn to me or would you turn to go?

She got an evil eye, she got a furnace kiss

A smoky voice & serpent hips

She got a witch's walk, she got raven hair

An hourglass, a murder stare

Chameleon

She got a cheshire smile, she got a certain way

To make me think about her every day

She tells me I got a dirty mind

But it thinks about her all the time

Chameleon

Her colours change, she comes & goes

There's so much about her I don't know

But if I told you that I need you so

Would you turn to me or would you turn to go?

Chameleon

 

 

THE VOYEUR (English)

It's time to watch

Nightly entertainment, the thrills I seek are far from meek

I watch you through this window, your captive audience awaits

I am the voyeur

Regular as clockwork, your performance never lacks

Our two heartbeats dance together & our two breaths are made as one

Though I've fought this mad obsession, it seems so right that you have won

I am the voyeur

Don't you know she doesn't need you? She'll never understand like me

I can almost hear her laughter as she enjoys what should be mine

I could make you want to want me if you would just give me a sign

I am the voyeur

How I wish that I could touch you & mold your flesh in my cool hands

Thirty minutes getting shorter each time I tune you on my dial

How I'll miss you till tomorrow, my prime time love, adieu, adieu

I am the voyeur

We are the voyeurs

We are all voyeurs

Prime time voyeurs

 

 

THROW IT AWAY (Utley)

Wisdom sits upon the wailing wall

And sings to those among us who have ears to hear her

But I don't hear anything at all

The air is full of daggers & it hurts to listen

Speak to me in love or not at all

Other hearts than mine are broken by your anger

Every time you cut me with your words

You cut yourself, you kill yourself

I'm begging you to throw it away

The world is getting colder every day

Girl, you gotta throw it away

 

You hold in your hands a precious stone

It glows with righteous anger & it cuts like diamond

It will pull you under all alone

Let it fall & shatter, open up your hands

& throw it away

Your heart is getting colder every day

Girl, you gotta throw it away

Throw it away

 

 

THE DANCE (English)

Oh, the silent spectres waltzing through my mind

Dancing through the cobwebs of my heart

The wanton gypsies of the other world

Laugh without laughing, their mouths emit no sound

White & bleeding, they smile into shadows

They beat at my face and

They tear at my scars

Their teeth are pointed with barbs of the truth

And their eyes are hungry, they devour me with no shame

What I once was, I'll never be again

They have stolen the light from my soul

In a circle, their eyes glow with lust

In an empty frenzy they couple

Without love

They are the answer; they know the truth

Life is for losing & love is for fools

They know the answer; they are the truth

Love is for losing & life is for fools

Oh, I watch them whirling till they fall to the ground

And I wonder at the happiness they've found

Whipped like dogs, yet they revel in torture

Their passions are greater than even they know

They know the answer; they are the truth

Life is for losing & love is for fools

They are the answer; they know the truth

Love is for losing & life is for fools

 

 

VIGIL (Utley)

Light a candle for my friend

For broken hearts that cannot mend

The laboured breath

The final sound

The shovel breaks the frozen ground

Please take these tears from my eyes

Unanswered prayers, darkened skies

Light a candle for my friend

For happy dreams that have to end

The laboured breath

The final sound

The shovel breaks the frozen ground

Please take these tears from my eyes

We are gathered here to say goodbye

Light a candle for my friend

 

 

LONESOME TRAIN (Utley)

Watching the moonlight shine through our window pane

And off in the distance I hear that sound again

The mournful cry of a far-off, lonesome train

 

Oh, I'm sorry, baby, how I wish I could explain

Why I'd leave your warm bed for the cold, uncaring rain

Baby, I'm leaving on that lonesome train

 

 

MISTER X (Utley)

Can you see me, Mister X?

Can you hear me, Mister X?

Do you love me, Mister X?

I need love so very badly

Can't you see that I am lonely here

Mister X?

Do you need me, Mister X?

Don't deceive me, Mister X

Will you hold me, Mister X?

Only you can stop the crying

Can't you see that we are dying here

Mister X?

Mister X

 

 

HARMONIC (English)

I have never known the anger that you've shown to me

& I deserve your sympathy

Yeah, I deserve you sympathy

How dare you condemn me?

 

It has been a while since I've seen an honest smile

I know I caused your dream to break

And though I caused your dream to break

Your coldness I can't take

I can hear you, you know

I can hear every single word you let go

Snap out of your spell

We don't have to take this hell

And we don't have to grow apart

We do not have to grow apart

Don't let our ending start

I can feel you, you know

I can feel every single feeling you show

I still need you, you know

I still need everything I needed before

 

 

ONE SOUL TO ANOTHER (English)

The rocket's red glare

Flame halo 'round your hair

With ashes at your feet you breathe to me

I watch...

I see...

Your face turned away from me

So fine, but you're not mine anymore

Kiss the hem of heaven

Set me free once more

I see your burning trail

Through my mourning veil

Although my love has died it lives inside

I wait

For a sign

As your path leads away from mine

So fine, but you're not mine anymore

Kiss the hem of heaven

Set me free once more

I feel this day is mine

I've lived it many times

And though your beauty's gone my life goes on

I gaze

At the stars

And I wonder just which one you are

So high, you were born with wings to fly

You have earned your freedom

Now so have I

 

 

ELEVEN ELEVEN (Utley)

All the things that tear my heart

All the sorrow, all the tears

Disappear inside your flame

I have waited all my life

Just to be with you tonight

I have always known your name

So high to fly, so far to fall

And I always fall so hard

In the shadows every night

Silent & invisible

I am guided by your song

There is nowhere else on earth

I would rather be tonight

Than lying still inside your arms

So high to fly, so far to fall

And I always fall so hard

When you go, you take it all

And leave your name inside my heart

 

 

BLACK NOT BLUE (English)

Yes, it's true, I'm black not blue now

For I have seen the dying light

Last kiss. Gut wrench. Final goodbyes

Not said

 

I knew you in many colours

But now you are fading into grey

Deep sigh. Black out. Drowning in flesh

I am

 

I never believed I would lose you forever

 

Though you're gone I still see you

Your half-veiled smile tears through my soul

Shy glance. Black hole. What have you left

To me?

 

Without you I'm black not blue now

But I still sense your shadow near

 

I never believed I would lose you

Forever

 

 

BURN TO ASHES (Utley)

I love you

Looking into your eyes looking into my eyes

One and the same one and the same

What are you afraid of? Same thing I'm afraid of

One and the same one and the same

Burn and burn and burn to ashes

Burn and burn and burn to ashes

Write it in sand so no one sees

Whisper at night so no one hears

But I watch you and I want you

I watch you with burning eyes

Watch as you dance and as you sigh

Watch as you smoke and as you smile

But silently and cloaked in shade

I breathe and wait another day

Burn and burn and burn to ashes

Burn and burn and burn to ashes

So to the flame I bring a rose

As red as blood and warm as life

My hands are down, my chest exposed

The wolf is back in different clothes

He tears my skin and dances

To the beat of my pounding heart

Burn and burn and burn to ashes

Burn and burn and burn to ashes

I love you

 

 

VAMPYR II (Utley)

"Lust is blood and blood is living, look into my eyes", she said,

"Take this gift that I am giving and you will never die"

And I am falling under and I am crawling underground

And in my ears the thunder of a heartbeat slowing down

Flashing white against the darkness/Darting victim eyes

Scent of fear, intoxication/Can you feel the passion rise?

And I am falling under and I am crawling underground

And in my ears the thunder of a heartbeat slowing down

...Bleed...

Lust is blood and blood is living/Look into my eyes

Take this gift that we are giving and you will never die

And you are falling under for we have come to take you down

We move inside a shadow and you will never hear a sound

...Don't be afraid...

 

 

BLUE ROOM (Utley)

In the cool of the evening, the world is asleep

But girl, I haven't even closed my eyes

Because I'm drowning in sorrow, sorrow so deep

All I can do is hang my head and cry

All I can do is hang my head and cry

 

This time of night is the hardest, the hardest for me

Can't get to sleep no matter how I try

There's nothing here to distract me from thinking of you

All I can do is sit and wonder why

All I can do is sit and wonder why

And it's so hard for me to see

That you will not be there for me

Anymore

 

 

LAURA DREAM (Utley)

You and I, we feel a hunger of another kind

In the midst of a crowd a stranger leads another life

All alone we walk together in the evening rain

As we talk I wonder whether we'll ever smile again

Laura sleeping

Lovely, dreaming

By the light of the moon I see her, soft behind a veil

In the town there is news of murder, it's just another day

In the street a woman weeping in her wrinkled hands

Far away the waves are breaking soft against the sand

Laura sleeping

Moving, dreaming

Alone, asleep, she dreams on Morpheus' wings

The moon, the sea, the veil

In the mist and the rain we wander through the mirrored streets

Summer wind full of sighs and whispers beckoning to me

In the heat a stranger stumbles in the desert sand

Underneath the moon we gather far away from man

Laura dreaming

Sirens singing

Alone, asleep, she dreams on Morpheus' wings

The moon, the sea, the wind through the veil

I wait for sleep and dreams to come

 

 

SMILE & FAKE IT (English)

All my mama told me 'bout the birds & bees was

Smile & fake it

Lay there & take it

Always remember you've a man to please

 

If your dreams don't all come true

All the blame belongs to you

Just smile & fake it

Lay there & take it

He's a man, he knows what's best for you

Sex slave, hide your face

You're just a piece of meat to the better race

Sex slave, hide your face

You're just another jewel on the marketplace

You're locked into this pointless fate

Don't you feel better?

Get your shit together

Just go home & masturbate

 

 

BANG BANG YOU'RE DEAD (Utley)

I wish there was a gun that would kill people for one hour

Just for an hour, and then they'd be okay

If there was a gun that would kill people for one hour

How many times would you die in one day?

Bang bang you're dead

If there was a gun that would kill people for one hour

Everybody'd die three or four or five or six times a day

'Cause if there was a gun that would kill people for one hour

You could always say exactly what you had to say

Bang bang you're dead

I wish there was a gun that would kill people for one hour

Just for an hour, and then they'd be okay

If there was a gun that would kill people for one hour

Who would you kill? C'mon, let me hear you say

Whut the hail is THAT?

Is that your REAL hair?

Are you a boy or are you a girl?

Are you PUNK ROCK? (Yes, I AM punk rock)

You used to be so pretty...

No, I'm NOT gay...

Get yourself TOGETHER...

Fuckin' FAGGOTS...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

Bang bang you're dead

 

"Blue Creatures" lyrics

"Secret Desire" lyrics

"Stop the Car" lyrics

"Crash" lyrics